Saturday, February 18, 2006

I still think I've wasted far too much time on it it's really not worth the while!

Sort of dejected but still struggling I don't really know how it will turn out to be like.

I so like this part of the a song's lyrics, "And I don't want to speak these words. Cause I, don't want to make things anyworse."

I guess it's just so true.

Many a time, things are better be unknown than to be made known to others.

I didn't want to be too bothered by it but I guess I just could not bring myself not to think about it every now and then because again it is so pointless!

Sometimes I wished I were back in secondary school where there wasn't even a need to think about such stuff and where we would live in our own little world, not having to pay any attention to almost anyone else.

And where every day past by so quickly it almost seemed like a flash.

Looking back, it was so much simpler.

Things are just so different now perhaps it was a mistake right from the start, only beginning to realise it like forteen months later.

Superficiality sets in, changes made, tolerance, tantrums, advices, encouragement and perseverance I would say.

What exactly is this coming to I really wish I knew.

I don't know what else there is to say.